first wedding anniversary is Sunday and I hate being married already, wife did not come home till noon after getting out of work at 8am did not call and is mad at me because I was angry. she talked to her girlfriend in us all night and now we both are unhappy. I am caught between wanting to kill myself and flying back to america. I gave up everything to come here and don’t have anything in america. sorry for sounding stupid but needed to vent. life sucks sometimes. i hate holidays.
the only thing keeping me going is i have to finish writing story. i am only one who can so i guess i have to keep going till i finish. don’t worry people i am not going to do anything stupid. just needed to vent, in English. lol